Thailand Floating or Riverside Markets and Suicidal Thought


cite this article: Arunrangsiwed, P. (2019). Thailand Floating or Riverside Markets and Suicidal Thought. Retrieved from https://sw-eden.net/2019/12/31/thailand-floating-riverside-markets-suicide/

Thailand Floating or Riverside Markets and Suicidal Thought

I really hate to have an argument with anyone in my family, but sometimes I have to, because I need a better tomorrow. Something needs to be talked about, since existing problems have to be solved. It is hurt a lot when I have to drive my emotion during the argument. Many times, I want to commit suicide. I cry from inside, but I have to remind myself the reason to be alive. There are so many things waiting for me to do.

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My friends or co-workers in my office found that I am a successful teacher who graduated a doctoral degree and got promoted to be an assistant professor at the age 31. They said that it is very fast and many people could not do it. For me, I want to be a novelist writing a story about my favorite king. I want to make it a feminist fantasy fiction. I want Thailand, my hometown, to have this kind of fiction. Teacher work makes me too busy to have a long-continuous time to reach my dream or my wish. Floating market or riverside market might be the short-term solution for it.

Floating markets and riverside markets in Thailand are the nice place to have some rest and to forget about everyday routine. Even I sometimes have argument with my family members, but when we come to floating market or riverside market together, the bad things seem to fade away. I really like the moment that I and my family enjoy the walk and foods at floating market. These places make me and my beloved family happy. We always smile there. I could find my happiness at least in a short period before getting back to work again.

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The point is that my work is not related to my dream about being the novelist at all. My dream seems to be far away when I learn that today kids do not like to read a book, even it is a novel or fun fan fiction. However, I plan to make it anyway, if I have a chance. I hope for the best, I hope for the chance. I am waiting for an opportunity to leave my organization or have a leave-without-paid period.

Every time that I think about my identity conflict or the serious argument in my family, I would bring them to some floating markets or riverside markets. This helps us pass through the hard day. Once a week might be too short or not enough. I will never let it go. I will make it longer and better. I am going to do a project to promote some non-famous floating markets in Thailand. If they could survive, I will also survive. There might be many people with similar problem as well as me, and I think floating markets are helping them, too.

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