I was both the perpetrator and victim of bullying

Cite this journal: Arunrangsiwed, P. (2020). I was both the perpetrator and victim of bullying. Retrieved from https://sw-eden.net/2020/05/20/victim-bully/

I was both the perpetrator of bullying and the victim of which. I was bullied when I was grade 6 and 8. Then I bullied a classmate when I was grade-10. I bullied my classmate because I hated her characteristics, like, sexual objectification, crushing on many male classmates, caring male classmates over female or LGBT ones, and over-action in front of men.

I think people who bullied me might hate me because of some reasons. Now, I had to think what might be the factors that caused them to hate me. Who I was at that age? I got very good grades at Math, Sciences, and Art, but I was very bad in English. I nearly failed English many times. In this school, English was very important. The school was famous at it. Like, the outsiders believed that students who finished high school from this school, would be all expert in English. There are only few school like this in Thailand.

The ones who bullied me might hate me because of this. My English was suck. Another reason was that I climbed the tree and saved some reptiles on the street. I got some habits. Whenever I saw snails and millipedes walked across the street or on the sidewalk, I would pick them and put on lawn. I don’t want anyone to step on them or the cars to smash them.

The norm of students in this school is about to be rich and luxurious. They thought that they were high-class people. They may disgust how I saved the reptiles. If that was true, I should not lose my self-esteem for the perpetrators.