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Pass the Gate

The only land we would love
The only world all we owned
The only folk with pure smile
No world’s perfect, then we cry
It was the happiness
The happiness in the pass
Its mark is on our face
Tear left the track when it’s down
We tell whole world by this track
The happiness from all beloved
Our land, our people and our all
Pass the gate, we cry, not shy, but pride

Pass the Gate by ~sw-eden

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People
left behind
pass the gate
and go away

I wrote for everyone who cry before leaving hometown.
Sit just in front of the Gate D in Suvannapum airport.

They are crying that is, they show how they were happy, when they was in Thailand.

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When a student feels bad from his grade.

This is the way to think, and you will be happier than before, when you get bad grade.
. * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * . * .
Today, I check my grade, and I am not glad.
I did best I could.
I am not such those bad students.
I do not like, “B”, because I tried harder than the one who get “A”.
I feel my professor did not understand my work, because we just stood to look at the same thing on different places.
He may think that I am stupid.
That is the way he stood to see me on the view that he could not see my expression.
On some way or the way I feel, the guy who judge you, is not more clever than you,
but he feels he is,
so he will never feel you are clever.
Different people have different ways to receive and communicate.

At least this vacation, I will have good time with family and friends.
I will have Tusk’s dance all day long.
Sing my songs. Enjoy cold weather in Thailand.
Surely, I am happier than my professor.

😀

This kid may be cleverer than you.
He can walk on water fall better than me.
Not about ages, but Experience.
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This Christmas

This is for my most beloved friend, Lena Bear

Merry Xmas Lena from Sw Eden

and this is comment that I will give people in my myspace account.

Merry Xmas and happy new year

My back to the church

Church

but I am their friend

Family

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Drama Based on the Truth

Before reading this, I would like to tell you, I was female, and many young teenagers loved me without knowing my age. When I finished a graduation degree from my country, I traveled around as a guide. I had been in Florida, Massachusetts and California. 15 years ago, I came to New York City, and a teenagers fall in love with me. We dated, and we talked. I went to his house. His mother was really my mother, and his sister was really my sister.

If he were sincere, he would love what I looked like. I was older with younger face. If he tried to know my age, we would break up. I hid my passport and all my id card from him, but I could not do that at all time. Once, he knew that I was older than him 10 years, and he said that to me. I was so angry, and I left him.

He went around my hometown to find some woman like me. He married some other women. He divorced twice, and he wanted to marry me after than. He could not find any woman good as me. He believed the religion I believed. I did not like that he knew my age, but I like his family so much. If I had any problem, his family could solve it for me very well.

It was 15 years already, after our first meet. That time, I was 30, and he was 20. He went back to my life again. I was 45, and he was 35. He was not so lucky, because a 25 years old boy loved me at this time. He got drunk because of me. He was nervous, and he hit many things around him. He did not hit me even my nail.

My new boyfriend did not say, that he loved me, but I could know. It was love at first sight. He did not choose to talk with all other young women. He could not say love, because of he status in our religion. This was why I was sure, that he loved me. All Asian women who came to the United States were sluts. I was not slut, and I was virgin, because my religion forbad it. If his favorite type of woman was Asian, and if he did not like sluts, surely he would marry me.

a year ago, I was guide in Australia, and a tourist at my age loved me. I thought he was so old. I had plenty of young boys to get. I talked with his old man, and he said, he loved to hear from me at all time. I understood that he got a lot of knowledge from me, but I did not get anything from him. I did not want to mention his low-class occupation, because I was guide, and I knew everything around the world. I was not an easy woman such those Asian sluts. He thought that I was. I did not like him anymore. I looked down on him. At least his love proved that I was charming.

I had sweet relationship with my news boyfriend with his gifts. I lost my favorite pen, and he bought one for me. The one I lost was red, but he gave me the blue. I told him, that I appreciate the red. He bought a red pen, and he decided to give it to me on the following weekend. I was not there at that weekend, but I went to hang out with some other boys. He knew it, and then he did an sarcastic act. He sat with a girl who loved him. In fact, he had never been interested in this girl, although she was so young. I pretended that I did not see and did not care about his act. He headed to me, and he started talking about his gift then. He gave me the red pen, but I rejected it. I said, that the red pen was just like a weapon, which we cannot give to any friend. It was my Asian belief.

I gave him a white lie, that I prepared a thing for him in the same day, but I did not give, because he sat with other girl. His face got red and shocked. I said, that if he needed it from me, he had to give me a thing first. He told me, he would. I considered that he needed a gift from me so much, so he would give me a gift first. If he thought that I was only friend, he would not want a gift from me. If he loved me, he would want to keep my thing.

During that time, I met another boy. He was 20. I called him every night as I did with my boyfriend who needed my gift. He listened to my words 2 hours a day. I could know that this young boy did not like when I talked about other boyfriends. This made me guess, that he loved me, too.

All three boyfriends had are so different, and I had to marry one at this moment, because of some important reason. The first boyfriend would destroy his stuff, when he was angry at me. The second boyfriend would hit me back by his act, when he was jealous. The third boyfriend would express his emotions without keeping any of them. I would call the third one, and I would ask him which boyfriend I should get.

Well, at night, I called him as I did before, but no one picked my phone up anymore.

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http://sw-eden.deviantart.com/art/Drama-Based-on-the-Truth-106717943

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After read it, tell me what do you think about the one, called, “I”.
And who is Sw Eden in this fiction?

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Anti-God Belief

Anti-God is different from Anti-Christ. Some people divide between God and Son (Jesus Christ). They might be different people, but when both combine with spirit, they will be trinity. Anti-God people think that God did not love his son enough, so he sent his son to get torture in the world. In fact, it is Jesus’ work to prevent to world from the sin. This means this type of Anti-God is not that bad people who agent the testament.

I know a friend from Philippine, she had changed her religion from Catholic to be Christian. This type of Catholic in Philippine is strange enough until I do not want to believe that it exists. Those people torture themselves as Jesus Christ got. They think that it is merit to be painful as Jesus. By the Christian theory, they are totally worst, because Jesus’ pain is to stop all other pain which will happen to human being.

Read more about Jesus with his resurrection


Jesus Christ Drawing by Sw Eden (on Flickr)


Suggest to read

12 Promises of Jesus to Saint Margaret Mary

Merry Christmas X-Mas Gallery by Sw Eden

The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine

Resurrection of Jesus and Finger of Thomas

Easter Day Video – Ken Zi:Kill

Who is real Satan? answer

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What do we smell like, when we die?

What do we smell like, when we die?

This is a recommend, you don’t have to follow.

Cut some part of your body out, and keep it. After that 10 days, come back to smell it.
If you don’t dare to cut big part, just cut the small part. For example, the end of the finger.
If you don’t dare to cut the finger, just cut the nail, and mix it with blood.
Bite the lip to get some blood, or bite the finger.
Then we will know what we smell like when we die.

Lesson from Sw Eden (just for fun.)

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คนเก่ง

นักขับรถที่เก่ง ไม่จำเป็นต้องขับเร็ว แต่ขับอย่างฉลาด
นักวาดภาพที่เก่ง ไม่จำเป็นต้องมีพู่กัน และสีมากมาย แต่รู้จักวิธีการให้
มือกลองที่เก่ง ไม่ต้องมีกลองมาก แต่เสียงที่ออกมา ดีเยี่ยงคนที่ใช้กลองมาก
สถาปนิกที่เก่ง ไม่ดูถูกตึกสี่เหลี่ยม หากมีเหตุผลที่จะทำให้มันเป็นสี่เหลี่ยม
คน online ที่เก่ง ไม่ใช่นั่งหน้าคอมนาน แต่ทำงานได้เป็นชิ้นเป็นอันในคอม
นักพูดที่เก่ง ไม่ใช่พูดมาก แต่พูดได้ใจความ

พิเศษสำหรับนักเขียนภาพ และมือกีตาร์ที่เก่งที่สุดในโลก

ปัจจุบัน Technology เข้ามาครอบงำคนจำนวนมากในโลก
คนสมัยก่อนต้องการวาดภาพให้ได้ perfect
อาจารย์สอนศิลปะ แนะนำให้ใช้สีโปสเตอร์ของ Sakura
เพราะระบายได้เรียบ

แต่เมื่อพิจารณา ว่าคอมพิวเตอร์ สามารถลงสีได้เรียบเหมือฝัน
ดังนั้น ถ้าวาดภาพ หรือเขียนภาพ บนผ้าใบ และกระดาษ
จึงควรแสดงเส้นทางของพู่กัน
และภาพจะบอกกับคนดูว่า
ทำไมศิลปินจะเขียนมันลงบนผ้าใบ ไม่ใช่แค่ print out from computer

อีกสาเหตุของการแสดงลายพู่กันคือ ทำให้งานเห็นงานชิ้นเดียวในโลก
ไม่มีใครสามารถเขียนพู่กันได้ทางเดิมอีกครั้ง
แต่ computer สามารถ print out ได้ไม่มีวันจบในแบบเดียวกัน

นักดนตรีประเภทเครื่องสาย Guitar, Violin, ซอ etc.
Guitar เป็นสิ่งที่คนที่นี่รู้จักกันดีที่สุด
ทุกคนรู้ว่ามันมีกี่สาย และสายมีกี่ชนิด และ แต่ละสายมา texture ยังไง
Guitar มีหย่อง
ซึ่งทำให้เสียงไม่อิสระเหมือน Violin ที่ใช้นิ้วจับได้เสียงตามอารมณ์
คนส่วนมากใช้ Pick มากกว่าจะใช้นิ้วดีด
สายกีตาร์นุ่ม และง่ายที่จะจับมากกว่า Bass

ทั้งหมดที่พูดมาคือความจริง
เสียงของกีตาร์, Trumpet, Violin ที่เล่นจากเครื่องดนตรีจริง
ควรเป็นเสียงที่บอกถึงเอกลักษณ์เหล่านั้น
ไม่ใช่เล่นเร็วเพียงอย่างเดียว
เพราะเมื่อเราใช้ keyboard ไฟฟ้า และเพียงกดปุ่มตั้งเป็นเสียงเครื่องดนตรีเหล่านั้น
เราก็เล่นได้เร็วมากกว่าคนที่เล่นเครื่องดนตรีจริงเสียอีก
ดังนั้น เราควรฉลาดในการใช้เครื่องดนตรีเหล่านี้ เพื่อบอกความเป็นตัวมัน

เมื่อสัปดาห์ที่ผ่านมา Sw Eden คุยกับเพื่อนชาว Death Metal
คนนี้ชอบบ่นว่าจำ rip ไม่ได้ เพราะตัวเองแต่งเพลงยาวถึง 10 นาที
แต่ผมบอกว่า นั้นเป็นสิ่งที่ดี
เพราะเมื่อคุณเล่นเพลง 100 ครั้ง
คุณก็จะได้เพลง 100 เพลง
หรือมันคือเพลงเดียวกันที่มีอารมณ์ และจังหวะต่างกัน

การทำ concert และ วง cover
คนเราซื้อ Audio CD ของศิลปินโปรดมาฟังที่บ้าน
คนเราอยากไปดู concert และ วง Cover
ในสายตาของศิลปิน
เหตุผลที่คนเราอยากไปดู มากกว่าที่จะเปิดวิทยุดัง ๆ ที่บ้าน คือ
ต้องการความแตกต่าง
ถ้าศิลปินเล่นเหมือนใน Record ทุกอย่าง
จะมีเหตุผลอะไรที่ คนต้องเดินทาง และจ่ายเงินเพื่อเข้าไปดู
ในสายตาของคนดู
บางคนเห็นแบบเดียวกับศิลปินส์ แต่บางคนเพียงแค่ต้องการไปดูตัวจริงด้วยความคลั่งไคล้

Ken Zi:Kill
เอารูปใหญ่ได้ที่
http://flickr.com/photos/sw_eden/3013989368/
http://sw-eden.deviantart.com/art/Ken-graphic-103030740

Sw Eden อยากสอนศิลปะ ,แต่งกลอน และ หลักภาษาไทย

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Dont Ask me to do art for you.

I notice many people need the art from me. They do not consider about my time. I can say that if I were them, I will never ask anybody to spend 3 hours for me without doing anything back.

I yield for someone before, and that was very terrible when I got feedback from them.

A guy asked me more than 10 times to vector him, until I was meek. When I drew him, he just said that he did not like it. In fact, the problem is not about me, because I tried best to do the best work, but the original photo is not so good. This only thing that I got back was he moved me on his top-friend in Myspace just one week.

I got ask recently from a fan of a band. He did not consider anything before asking me. I wanted me to draw his fav band and he would give it to his fav band, and pretend that he did it. I cannot imagine that the world has this kind of human.

Those people keep asking me about that. I am not God who can make anything within one second. If I deny them, they send be back big shits, and block me. I do not need to care about this kind of people. They just got their shits back ever they do not know, because of their bad temper.

I do the artwork for my real friend. Especially my favorite friend such as Lena Bear. I will do for who that nice to me and very consider about my time.

This is an example of my artwork for my dear, Lena Bear.

ลีน่าแหวกมานนกยูง
on Flickr of Sw Eden

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Free from Music cult

I am thinking about the time that I had been a fan of American metal and European metal bands. There was no word such, “enough” for me. More band, more heavy, and that was better, cooler, but in fact, it was worse.
Many people need to be the fans of many many bands. They think that it is cool or smart to listen to many rock or metal bands. They do not know if there are something wrong in that music, because all sounds come to mess together. They adjust the volume to be louder and louder. They worship those bands, until they can kill anyone who rail those bands.

They show themselves as the disciples of their favourite bands. The reality is “They are theirs”. No more slaves in this world. Everybody has freedom.

Remember! “Musicians are not God.” They just entertain us, and we pay them whatever for CD or concert.

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Goya’s style

Today I sat in the library of a University. I opened a book about Goya’s art. I had seen some pieces of his artwork in some museum in New York, but I just saw all pieces in that book today.

I like the way of his evolution. From the neat pretty painting became to brush-showing and emotion-expressing.
– Brush-showing is what I do love, and I talked about it before now. If the painting doesn’t show the way of brush, it’s just like computer art or photography, which take shorter time to work with.
– Emotion-expressing is important for the audiences. The thing that I really want to say is everybody has different experiences, different childhood and different life-style. Each one can feel very different in the same object. Artists have to learn the way to express the emotion in painting to bring all audiences go to points that artists want.

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